It's only a mind getaway

Majority of the girls I know are dieting and working out to achieve the perfect body shape. Including me. It just bugs me because, why the heck am I not okay with my body shape, why the heck is my friend not okay with her body shape? I know people use the excuse of actually getting “fit”, and that it’s healthier. I don’t know… I don’t know where I’m getting at. I just wanna be okay with how I am and make sure that it doesn’t get to obesity or anything. I think you can still be borderline or plus size and still be healthy… Gah idk. I just hate the thought of image being so important. I dont want people to start noticing me once ive lost weight. I guess that’s what I’m scared of. I just wanna be “liked” for who I am. Idk. Sorry just a vent.